The Word Problem

Why is it, when I think this:

'Can Freya come too? Because she's good company and besides, she's my sister and can do excellent things, and also, to be perfectly honest, I'm afraid of the dark so the more the merrier?'

it always comes out like this:

'Freya?'

??

Why?

I think it's because it all gets mixed up in my head, like this:





I have to work on that.